my final prom nite in school

My final prom night has just ended which was yesterday.Frankly speaking,it was kinda bored like last year because firstly it held in school and secondly,everyone had to sit still in the hall watching all the performances.While the food,well no comment.It was not the best for me but i just ate it as i was starving that time.Well overall this year prom night doesnt turned out what i've expected.I took pictures with friends most of the time instead.After the prom night ended,i went for second round with my schoolmates at de garden.We went to pappa rich for a short supper then we walk around the 'de garden'.One of my friend decided to go Airport pub to have a look at the environment that is newly launched.As we stood outside the airport and have a look at the menu,it really stunned us as the price was so 'nice'.lol.but thank God that we didnt go as i dont like those place.Instead of going airport,we stood outside the airport pub and took picture of the airport poster.That was really made me LOL-ed. As we were kept posing with the airport poster for photo taking.Even the guard looked at us like one kind.haha.After that,we went around the area to pose and took pictures.Seriously this was my first time posing around with friends and taking lots of pictures.Well i'll upload the pictures soon and share with you all as i need time to collect all of my pictures from my friends:)Now everything has ended and stpm is just one month ahead.This could be my final lap before i am free from schooling life.And I have to work extremely hard for stpm to prevent any regretness by the end of the year and one the result day.And i need Jesus to strengthens me and work with me through it=)


taken by DSLR camera:)

home alone.

Today im home alone again as my parents has gone down to KL to visit my sisters.I felt freedom although im home alone because im free from all the nagging from my mom.But she did called me a few times to checked on me.This morning i felt quite different than usual.Normally i dont talk much with my parents.But this morning when my parents going out to railway station by taxi,my dad actually told me to take care and my mom bid goodbye to me.I just kept quiet not because im being cool or what but i was stunned that time and do not know what to reply to them.I never experience this before.Although this might be a small thing or nothing to others but this is something for me.Anyway today is special compared to other days because i cooked breakfast for myself.It was not my first time cooking breakfast but it was my first time cooking pasta.lol.Normally my mom did all the cookings and my duty is to wait for it to serve:)MY first time pasta was nice i would say.lol.Gonna practice my cooking skill more.lol:)

an awful feeling

Why am i having this feeling again?Deep in my heart,i felt being stab by a knife.Im trying not to think of it but somehow my mind keeps reminding me.Whenever i have this feeling,i feel like crying out loud but i held back my tears.I seriously feel so awful even right now.Whenever i got criticize by others,the scar in my heart is getting deeper.i wanted to attack back but somehow i gotta control my temper.i guess God is training me to be patience?I cant do anything now except look to Jesus.I pray that God will heal my broken heart.

outing with my bestie!

Last saturday(4/9/10) indeed a memorable day for me.In the afternoon,i went for badminton with Sek Kit and Liyen.Kinda fun though kept crapping with Sek Kit and had a good conversation with him.Later at night,i went for steamboat with Sek Kit,Li Yen,Jia An,Sara and Khai Mei.I felt so good that i could able to spend my time with my friends like this again since the last time in secondary school.For once,i really felt the joy during that time.I believe that it was God's blessing upon me and my friends.But God dont do His duty half way.God do His duty to the fullness and in perfection.After steamboat,i went to Liyen's house to overnight because the next day we went church together.At night,i really had a good girls talk with liyen.Honestly,in secondary school i used to stick with my classmates only.And liyen,i would say i wasnt close with her that time.But God is awesome,because He brought liyen into my life as a true friend and a good sister.After chatting half way,we watched Maria Sharapova's match in tennis tournament(as requested by Sek Kit..lol).When i watched with their family,i really felt the warmness as a family.When i see their family's relationship that is so close and understanding,i felt abit of envy.But i believe that God will also do the same thing in my family.And although happy moments always pass so fast as if 2 times faster but i really do treasure it alot.Thank God for giving me this moments of experiencing the true friendship.And yeah im so glad seeing my friends accepted Christ as personal Lord and Savior.PTL!!

updates:)

Finally i have time to update this blog.i've been abandon this blog for almost 2 months due to my trials exam and my laziness.Anyway there are many things happened these 2 months but im not gonna talk about the whole story.Trials has ended last week and i just got back my history paper 1 and economic paper 1.when i got back my papers,again disappointment filled my heart.I didnt do well for my trials.And getting 50 as a passing mark is so hard i would say.sigh.i keep thinking am i gonna really pass all my subjects in STPM? my faith has shaken whenever i got back my results.But thank God for speaking to and also through friends.i started to realised that friends around me are encouraging me to work hard in these remaining 2 months to STPM.Just now one my senior(elder than me a year) told me just study hard in these 2 months and i'll sure get at least B-.i was like wow,are u serious?He passed all his subjects in stpm last year.and he told me he just studied a few weeks before STPM and he passed.I promise myself again to really work hard in these 2 months.God also spoke to me through my classmate.He is one of the top students for history.He told me dont worry,i can pass my history in stpm.All i gotta do is to work hard.Im so touched and i know it was a message from God.

Anyway lately i've been out with my friends for outings.I feel so good when i get to meet up with my old friends and had a great time with them:) And yea i just wanna thank God for my friends Liyen,Sek kit and Jia an.It is God's calling upon them to go church:) i'll continue to pray that Jesus will touch them personally:)

Recently i am so into Big Bang.At first i dont really interested in Korean singers.But after listening to my classmates singing big bang songs and other korean songs everyday, i got influenced by them.

2 post in a row:)

Another update:)
This post im gonna update about the badminton tournament that happened on 31st july 10:)I joined this tourney for the second time this year.This time tournament was a bit different than the first time i joined back in march.This time was opened to all forms whereas the previous one organized by the 6th form badminton club which was opened to form sixers only.For this tournament,i've participated in 2 categories: female double and mixed double.For female double,i've partnered with hannah.We won for the first game whereas we lost for the second game. We had a great time during the first game as we kept laughing while playing with See Kei and Chin Yin.While for mixed double,i've partnered with Lee Jia Zhen,a state player.We won for the first game too but lost in semi finals.Kinda disappointed though that we couldnt make it to finals where we gonna have match with Sek kit and Yean Kit.Before the semi-finals,jia zhen,me,sek kit and yean kit were saying that we must fight to the finals together.But sadly jia zhen and i lost in the semi finals.We were physically tired for the last game and i couldnt focus well and made alot of mistakes during the game.But overall indeed a good game.Jia Zhen taught me a few techniques while we waiting for our turn to play.At first i thought Jia Zhen was an arrogant person.He is so cool and didnt talked much when i kept talking to him.But i didnt give up by talking to him although i didnt get much of his respond.But after short while,he began to talk to me and we had a quite good conversation.Through this tournament i've gained new experience and my interest in badminton getting deeper.And i plan to go for a proper training after my stpm.

Updates

finally i've time to update.im gonna tell u guys about my birthday celebration although it was few days ago.I would say that this year was really different than previous years.Since the year i was born till the 18th birthday,i never celebrated my birthday with my friends.What i did was just had dinner with my family.This year was really a great one i would say.Had a lot of surprised although i suspected quite a lot of things regarding the surprised celebration.Firstly was during CF meeting as my birthday falls on friday which i had my cf meeting every friday.Xue ning planned the whole surprised celebration with our cf members.I was really touched that i could able to celebrate with friends for the first.But the blessings didnt just stop there.God is so great that He even gave me a second celebration with my cell group members.Although it was a small celebration but it really meant a lot.After powerhouse i went to one of my comm members house for my final disco prefects outing.I did suspected that my disco members will throw me a surprise birthday celebration as one my members told me there will 'something special' for me during the outing.When i had my sharing with my disco members suddenly i saw some of them bringing the cake to me and they sang birthday song for me and i was really touched.After i made a wish they put creams on my face and they began with the water game.I glad that my last disco outing was the most memorable one=) Really thank God with His overflowing blessings=)

From CF

from VAL and family:)


from green team


from fareesh

from jia heng

from faiz

a netbook from my 3rd sister
and an "Anna Sui' perfume from my 2 elder sisters:)