the LOVE of my loved one

My memories of my childhood has recall back when i see him lying on the bed looking ill.Tears begin to flow from my eyes looking at him not able to talk,to walk and to eat properly.I feel bad that im not able to do anything for him to get out of this bad condition.He is getting older and older everytime i visit him.Whenever i see him lying on the bed looking ill it recalls me when i was young how he took care of me.When i was young,i spent most of the time with him.I remembered he always took my sis and i for evening walk and wait for my return from school by bus.i still remembered he always like to chit chat with my sis and i when we were young.He even took care of our pets(rabbits and a dog).And now all of us have grown up and he is getting older and looking more ill.I feel so touched whenever i visit him,he will recognise me.I still remember he once was a strong man with a loving heart who always carried me to everywhere and now he is so weak but i still can say that he is still being strong from the inside.Today my parents,my 2nd sister and i went back to see him as he having a high fever since yesterday.His condition now is getting more ill and seeing him breathing difficultly and giving a weak response when we talk to him.I feel really terrible seeing him in this condition.He'll be admitting to hospital soon when my aunt is back from kl.I pray hard that he will get well soon no matter what.
Although he wont be reading this but i just wanna say to him that no matter how weak is his health is now, he is still a strong,loving and caring grandpa to me.i pray that Jesus will heals him and grant him strength to go through this obstacles.