IM BACK!

This blog has been dead for months ago.And now im finally back to make this blog alive.crap.Well well well..i couldnt find a time to update my blog due to the hecticness of my school and church stuffs.Firstly i want to say is i've just came back from LTC prefects camp at lumut.It was my first and my last prefect camp i can say.Well what do i think about this LTC?Urmmm...no comment.Quite fun le but it was not as happening as i expected.But its kinda relaxing when i chilled with new faces in camp.ANd the best was i ENJOYED MARTIN's session.HE's a great motivator seriously.Im so salute him..THanks MARTIN!!! LTC was 4 days 3 nites.First 3 nites was ok la..quite relaxing although we were tired cause didnt had enough sleep.While the last day not so good as MR K mood swang and simply bombard everyone.Overall camp was ok and i missed those time where we able to meet with new faces and get-to-know them well
session.Well thats the main purpose of having a camp rite?ANd im so glad for MARtin's session as he really motivated us about being a ourselves.Well im not gonna talk about it as it'll take a century to write.lol.

Well lets jump to another updates.Yeah finally i got to meet up with SARAH AND CHERYL during the coga christmas celebration on 28th nov 09.We went to studio for prac for our performance a few days before our performance la.Couldnt snap alot of pics le.but heres a few ni.

the band in studio

Makcik SArah

Mak Cik Sarah take 2

ME and HEr the JOKER antarabangsa!

Sorry didnt snap any pic of my performance,Waiting for my teacher to upload her pictures in facebook then i'll post it here.

Next is about my youth caroling performance in Jusco.IT was my first time performed carolling in public places especially in mall.Well it was God's blessing indeed to let us carol in public places to let ppl out there to know about young children of God singing for our Lord and Saviour JESUS CHRIST.
Afew shots of the performance had taken.heres some of the shots of my performance.For more pictures pls visit my facebook.thanks=)
Next event will be the Christmas Production performed by HTS youth.
updates to be continue.....

Its has been a long time since the last update and now im back to blogging.This is due to my busyness for exams and some schools stuffs and also my laziness to update this blog.Well exams just over and i can say with confident that i didnt study for this exams.But did some last minute study but still not enough.I have a feeling that i'll fail all my subject again.No idea how am i gonna explain to my parents when they see my results.Anyway,lately i've been really upset le because something.not gonna mention it here in details as it is too personal.But somehow i really wanna thank God with my girl friends as they really a supportive friends whenever i i try to give up.Anyway on sat(31st Oct 09),had a sixth form night held in school.Well overall was boring le..I did performed in a band.Overall my performance was ok le although we did alot of mistakes.I leave at around 9pm and went for snooker after that together with one bunch of girls(esther,sook mun,annie,Qirian and me) and one bunch of guys(yew chuan,yoon hong,edwin and nelson).Went to greentown and met up with nich ling and joanna then we went for snooker.After awhile,sook mun,yew chuan,yoon hong and me went for supper at delight somewhere near the snooker centre.Then later on,the rest came and join us except for nich and joanna.I got home after supper around 11pm.So basically thats my day la.Nothing special happened:) Anyway this week gonna be my fasting week.Im gonna have a liquid fasting this whole week.Gonna fast it for the 'Fresh Encounter with GOd' function in my church.So i think thats all for today's post.
And yeah u can check out my sixth form night pics in my facebook.Not going to post my pics here as it'll take hours to upload it.http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=photos&ref=name&id=795413430#/album.php?aid=119008&id=795413430

holidays plan

Holiday had started and most of my friends came back edi.But i still couldnt get to meet them as i was not free when they were free.Holiday started and i still have to go to school for practise for farewell performance.I think this holiday i wont be able to meet up with my friends as most of them will be going back to their studies place on tuesday.sigh.
Kinda sad le couldnt hang out and chill with my old friends like we always did in the previous years.Seriously i really really do miss them eversince i came to form six.Miss my life in MC.
Well,a message to all my friends who are still in secondary school.Treasure your friends now and enjoy every little moment in school as you wont be experience again the moments in secondary school.We will meet different kind of people when we go to another season of our lives.So treasure your friends now and don't grumble in studying.As it is the best moment of life.It has less pressure and have a bunch of craziness joyous jokers and friendly people surrounds us to lighten up our daily life.
I've regretted for not treasure it nicely as now i feel i really missed out the best thing in my life which is treasure and appreciate.Not to say that my current friends in my new school not good la..but seriously i really do miss my friends who have been my friend for 5 years and some for 2 years. Thanks alot for the every moments.


Sarah and Cheryl came back edi but Sarah balik kampung edi.I really hope that i can meet up with the both of them.Cheryl will be going back to kl on saturday while sarah not sure yet.Have to pray hard so that i can meet up with them.

Really want to thank GOd for answering my prayers and thank the youth for praying for me.
Mommy finally allow me to go Cameron with the youth tomorrow.Before that i asked her twice but she didnt allow me to go.Heres a short conversation with mom.

(mom was nagging me and warning me not to curi-curi drive the car out by myself when shes away for kl on the coming tuesday or wed and then the conversation goes like this)

During lunch
me: i might be going cameron on monday la..
mom: Going with who?
me: with church friends...
mom: who allow u to go huh?nowadays always rain somemore nowadays got many cases about landslide.So u better dont go ahh!(in a fierce expression)
me:*speechless* (with the pissed off face)

At evening (raining)
me: Eh mi,i go cameron ah..
mom: you see the weather now..still want to go ah..CANNOT
me: *pissed off*

Then today during youth,we have a gathering of groups and pray for tomorrow outing.My group members prayed for me so that my mom allows me to go.Then when i got home,my mom wasnt at home then i took a short nap while waiting for her to come back.I slept till 6.40pm but she still hasnt back yet so then i called her but before that i prayed that God will change my mom decision.And heres the short conversation in the phone.

me:where are you now wor?
mom: im coming back la now.
me: eh i go cameron ah tomorow?
mom: who said u are going?i havent say anthing u already promise ppl.Always go here and there.later raining then u know.
Me: aiya can la...wont rain wan la..
Mom: when are u coming back?
Me: Tuesday afternoon.
Mom: *pause for awhile* always like to go out...
Me: aiya ok la can la...

(hang up the phone)

so the conclusion is IM GOING TOMORROW!! YEAH!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!

BAD DAY!

Really had a bad day today.I felt so frustrated with everything i do not know why.I learning to be more self control but somehow i just couldnt control my temper.I got so fed up of every little thing that does not satisfied me today.I feel guilty for ah xue as we did had some arguements just now in church after tuition.Had econs tuition today with some of the LA3 students and included ah xue.Tuition ended at 6.30 and rushed back to my house to bathe and go to church for english tuition.When i got home after econs tuition i did had little quarrel with mom.Really couldnt control myself of releasing my anger to someone.I really did feel guilty of arguing with ah xue and my mom as well.During english tuition really felt not comfortable dont know why.I feel that all these things are come from the Satan.Satan is destroying me and using me to hurt people around me.I really gotta pray hard to destroy the satan works.I must have SELF-CONTROL! Just want to say sorry to whom i've released my anger on and to ah xue and my mom.I pray that God will control me and guide to be more self control and to guard my heart.Starting now onwards i MUST CHANGE! i really dont want to live a life that full of hatred and anger.As the bible said anger is part of foolishness.I dont want to be a fool that fooled by satan.In my life,theres only one person that can control me and He is Jesus.I only want Jesus in my life.not the devil!
Today's post quite emo..so sorry..i just want to write out how i feel right now.As i hardly talk to someone about my feeling.thats all for today.

My favourite video.
Admire their moves alot:)
check the video out below:D

raya cuti?

Raya cuti is just around ther corner.What i plan to do during this 'cuti raya' is to meet up my old friends.Its been like ages since the last time i've hang out with my friends.Mostly are sarah,cheryl,ee laine,kimberly,lyn,karmen,khai mei,annyan,and valarie.I miss them lots and lots...And i just receive a sms from sarah saying that she'll be coming back on 19th this month.YAHOOOOO!!!! she'll be my driver and gonna explore the whole city of ipoh..YEAHHH!!! well that if she free la.hopefully she'll free during one of her cuti raya...


since is raya im going to use some BM here:)



ini ialah VALARIE JALLEH.dia ni ialah saya punya so call best friend of mine.a sister-like friend.walaupun younger than me 2 tahun but dia ni ialah seorang yang understanding friend! SANGAT RINDU AKAN DIA.

Ini ialah Khaimei saya punya 'lai ma'(pengasuh) rightannyan(left)



INI ialah karmen(right)Ini ialah LYN:)

Ini ialah Kimberly aka DUDU.

INi cher-yl:)

INI tauke aku SARAH!!!(left)

i shall stop here.ciaos:)
Sekian terima kasih
yang amat berbahagia,
Datin rachelkoh:)

God's healing..

I just want to thank God for healing me.Lets flashback a few days ago..On the last day of drama (16th aug) i had a very bad cough.I thought its just a common cough and i just leave it and let it cure by itself.Then the next day i had a very bad flu too.And again i thought it was a common flu where i always get.During that evening,i took some medicine for my cough and went to PA tuition.During tuition i was really drowsy and kept coughing non stop.Then went back home and my mom took me to see doc.Doc assumed that im just having flu and cough allergic.Then last saturday night i felt very sick.I had no appetite and mom asked me to have some 'tong sui' and so i listened.After an hour,i began to feel dizzy and felt like vomiting.Then i sat down for awhile and suddenly i vomited a few times.I felt really terrible.Then my parents brought me to see doc again at 2am.When to the clinic,and while the doc checking me i almost vomit on him.The doc was freaked out seeing me like this.After vomiting i requested to take injection to stop my vomiting.And so everything goes well.I really want to thank God for protecting me.At first i really scared that i'll be the one of the h1n1 cases but really thank God for His wonderful works in me.Thank GOd for healing as well.

miss those moments....

Its been a long time i didnt update my blog since the last post about the band competition..I was quite busy before this due to school play.And now everything has ended and school life is back to normal.I simply miss drama alot.i've learnt alot in drama especially in acting.I was not good in acting and i have a stage fright whenever i go on stage.but now i've overcome it simply because i've been practising to overcome it during drama time.Hereby i would like to thank Master Timothy Chee for given me this opportunity to use the talent that hidden in me.Sometimes i do complaint alot about master but seriously his a good director indeed.THanks Master!U've made this drama a success.Without u things does not turned out so successful.I'll remember the times in drama and same goes in colourguard.Miss those moments.miss skipping class too:)

heres some of the scene in drama.


The End

a memorable day for mmb

24th July 2009 was a memorable day for me.This is my first and my last time performed in Michaelian Military Band.It is undescribable the feeling when i was on the field with the band performing in marching band competition.While we were waiting for our turn to perform,the feeling that i had was really scary.i was not nervous but worried.the reason i was so so worried because i did alot of mistakes during the rehearsal on that day itself.The rehearsal was a disaster for us and after rehearsal i was so scared and worried that i might do wrong during the real performance.Then i did my self-prayer for 3times.Suddenly God spoke to me that He had place me in the band for a reason,and He will guide me through no matter what difficulties that i was facing and lift all the worryness unto Him and enjoy every moment when i was on the field.With that powerful prayer,i just be myself and performed and show the talent that God gave me.And finally WE DID IT by getting 2nd placing.We expected 3rd placing but really didnt expect that we got 2nd placing its a miracle.THank God for blessing the band although we did everything last min.THank to the CG team also although we faced alot of problems when we were working together.It filled with arguments,laughters,sadness.scoldings and craziness!! i just simply miss the fun in CG.thanks guys!I would like to Thank GOd for forming this group of ppl in CG and kept strengthen us although we were exhausted before the competition day.And thank for MMB members as well as they given us this opportunity to use every of our talents to help the band and thanks to them for supporting us all the way.Thanks MMB!

anyway to cut the story short the results of Perak MArching Band 2009

Champion-SAM TET
1st runner-up-ST MICHAEL IPOH
3rd runner-up-Nan Hwa
Best Colour GUard-Nan Hwa
Best Drum Major-Sam Tet


heres the short clips of MMB on the battlefield

updated!

Finally im back to blogging.im actually quite lazy to update but since everyone ask me to keep this blog alive so i've decided to continue blogging.Lately quite busy with alot of stuffs and that is why i have no time to online.Alot of things happened lately and also it affected my mood.i was quite moody due to alot of problems e.g studies,exams,band,drama,BGR,and etc.Out of a sudden i feel myself very tired of everything,physically and mentally tired.hopefully this will lasts soon.Anyway thats all about me.
New updates of what i've been busy with lately:
First is about the band competition.sorry for not updating the previous post that i've posted long time ago.lets refresh what had happened to the band.1st of july 2009 was the preliminary round for MMB.and for the good news we are heading to the finals which is on 24th of july 2009 at stadium.Lately colour guards members had faced alot of problems regarding whether to join the band together for the finals or not cause of our performance not up to standard to perform neither to compete but yet now we've decided to join them.and now its exactly 1 week to our competition.i wonder how is it feeling when the first time to step on the battlefield.well i'll pray hard that whatever time we have now,we will cherish it and polish up everything in CG so put up a good show.whether it is win or lose it doesnt matter,as long as we satisfy after we put up a great show to all the ppl in stadium.Michaelian and ex michaelian pls do come and support us ya!may god bless MMB!!!!

Second i wanna highlight is about SMI play.this year play is 'The Warlord of Terror".nothing much to say about it.if anyone interested u can order from me for the ticket.thats all for now.
To BE Continue.......

Finally im back here.Its has been a month since the first of form 6th.My life in form 6th has slowly change from bad to good.I thought i would never gonna enjoy i=my life in form 6th but after a few weeks there things and people around begin to change.Im quite satisfied my life here in form 6th though doing form 6th its not gonna easy but i have confident to go through all the challenges that soon im gonna face.

First sem holiday had started.but for me,i still need to go to school for practices.First is the drama practice.This year play gonna be fun.although im involved as a dancer and a stand in but i can say that this play gonna be great.and best of all im glad that our very own Master Timothy is back to conduct this play as his last play that he going to work for smi.Thanks master for making his precious time to direct this play.This year play is called 'The Warlord of Terror'.so to all readers,pls come and support us on the 14th,15th,16th august.to book tickets,u can drop a msg on my chatbox there.ticket will be out soon.

The second thing that im quite busy about is the band competition this year.Prelim is just around the corner which is on 22nd june 09.i just want to wish all mmb members all the best and i believe this year we will make a history for the band once again and once we march on the battlefield,we will do it with confident and tell all the people in the stadium that we can do it.The finals will held on 3rd july at the stadium.michaelian do come and support us.
With Pride Shall We March~

Finally im back to blogging.Some of you might be wondering why am i still here?ain't im suppose to be in NS?well for those who doesnt know,i already escaped from NS.How to escape?Well i have a medical letter from the doctor.The reason i can escaped from NS its due to my skin problem.I have some skin disease called eczema and be more pacific i have this skin problem called atopic dermatitis.Well its not a VERY serious disease its just a common skin problem.After they approved me that im exclude from ns,i felt abit of regret of not going ns.I did change my mind last minute that i wanted to go ns but too bad it was too late.Mom scolded me nicely for kept changing decision.Well its really wasted for not going ns.Not everyone have the chance to go ns.And frankly speaking i did wasted this opportunity life-changing experience camp.I really did not appreciate the chance given to me to go.sigh.well nothing ic an do now.Planning to work part time,i already asked for part time job in jusco but soon to be confirm.well hopefully they will contact and start work asap.

I've been quite busy lately.Went back to school for about more than 2 weeks i guess.Was really tiring spent almost the whole day in school.The reason i went back to school so often lately its because of my ex-school choir.Sarah,Cheryl and me went back to see the choir and help them out.I really did had a lot of fun with sarah and cheryl during the choir practise.We were kept fooling and crapping around in school and also in Cheryl's house.Other than that,Sarah and Cheryl created a new song for next year choir and we were kept singing the song together in school while the choir were having breaktime.It was so much fun when we got together.I really treasure a lot the moments i had with both of them and the choir.Time goes very fast but the memory will remains in my heart.I really do hope that i'll have another chance to go back to school with my choirmates and to perform again.Anyway to cut the story short,today is the day for the choir competition.Still in the same zon and the result is the same as last year's result.
Champion:AMC
1st runner-up:SAM TET
2nd runner-up:SMC

And heres the video of SMC Choir

Selected Song-Gemilang & ABBA medley

win or lose i'll praise Him

Finally im back to blogging after so long for not updating this blog.Yes!Today is the day for all the spm candidates for the batch of 08' to take results.well mine i cant say much its out of my expectation and its quite disappointed for me.Theres nothing i can do to change my results.But one thing i can say is i already tried my best and this is the results of what i did for the past 2years.Thank God although it is not that good by better than nothing.No matter wins or lose He deserve all the praise and therefore i praise Him.Thank you Lord=)
Next up i might be leaving for NS on the 20th march.Trying to apply for exception but yet to be confirm.i dont feel like going ns hopefully i could escape from it.And for your info my campsite is in Taiping,Selama Kampung Teras Mesra.If anyone of u get the same place as me pls inform me by dropping your message at the chatbox on the right side ya.will be looking forward to meet ya in NS=)

Driving Test

Yes YEs..Today is the day for my driving test.Guess i pass or fail? well i passed my test..Although i passed but i still feel moody.Why?because of one of my tester who incharge of driving to the road.Well flashback to the practise lesson.During practise my slope,3way point and side parking were totally FAILED while my driving was ok during practise.But surprisingly today the first thing i went was the slope part,i've talked to myself im going to fail but before i go for the slope i said a prayer to myself and went on to do my slope part.It ends up i really did it the slope part although my car engine died before i put up my hand.Really thank God for that.I did said a prayer for the other 2 test which are side parking and 3 way point.And i really did it perfectly.Really thank God.Then as i thought that my driving was ok then i went for the last test which was the driving.First i was very very nervous but i said to myself that i can do this with Christ who strengthens me.Then i went on to drive.the minute i start driving the tester kept on scolding me all the way to the S road and all the back.He gave me alot of pressure till i forgot where to put signal and where to turn.I kept saying sorry to him and he kept SCOLDING me like nobody business.When i returned to the place where i started,he still scolding me and ask me "Amoi,u mahu kandas?" means he asking me whether i want to fail anot.He such a ridiculous person asking ppl whether want to fail anot.Duh!!Of coz everyone want to pass la ..haih..But anyhow i just want to thank God for guiding me and being there for me throughout the whole test,I really did felt His presence there.thank you Jesus!!!!!

And hereby i shall end it:)

Its been a year since the last time i updated my blog.Well seriously i was kind of busy after my spm examination.First thing im busy of was christmas drama production in my church.Its kinda fun practicing with my youth friends.Other than the drama practice,i was also busy preparing for the christmas carolling.Its was amazing spending time with the youth during caroling.Time flies and we reached the Big day which was the Christmas day.It was quite tiring for all of us but indeed we still had the strength to 'chiong' through.After Christmas,there goes our end year Youth Camp at Gopeng.Seriously the camp was amazing because i got the chance to do something that i've nvr did before in my life.We had activities such as caving(and i mean really caving),jungle tracking(i fell down and hit my butt due to the slippery ground),then v had body rafting(dunno how to spell it).During the camp Pastor Ryan shared about changing our mindset.It was a powerful message for all of us.We also had some competitions and there were singing,dancing,modelling and an additional competition is T shirt design according to the theme of Light Of The World.Well overall it was awesome,im so glad that i ended 2008 well.

There comes the new year of 2oo9.Well nothing to talk about at the starting of the year.But i got things to write about for today.Went for driving lesson today,the first lesson for 10hours learning.Well today i was not fully awake dunno why,then when i reached city ipoh my instructor asked me to drive out to the road.I was stoned but okok ler..Then went back to the city ipoh area and did side parking,slant part and 'tiga penjuru'..When i did the slant part,i've got scolded by my instructor.Wow he kind of fierce.I did failed to do the slant part and each time i failed he scolded me.Then i kept on said sorry to him.The next thing was again he ask me to drive out on the S road then he ask me to drive back home.I could hardly control my steering well and he scolded me again because of that.When im on my way home,i nearly fall asleep and the car was heading to one side,then my instructor scolded me AGAIN and quickly adjust back the steering.It was scary but quite fun also,at least i've learnt something new and also NOT TO FALL ASLEEP AGAIN.I was quite tension when my instructor said to me 'YOU'RE FAIL' when i failed to do the slant part.When i came back home,i really did feel scared because im worried that i couldnt pass my driving.Suddenly i remembered my instructor ask me why am i react so slow when he ask me to break during the slant part there.i started to question myself why is my reaction so slow.Are my neurones having some problem that causes them not t function well?i really worried.My next lesson is on friday,i really pray to God that i wont repeat all the mistakes that i did today and i pray to GOd that i wont get scolding so much by my instructor.Thats all for today.

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