The Journey Of Life

It was a rough chinese new year this year.i have lost my loved one during this chinese new year.Everything is just so sudden that i really cant imagine it.The journey of his life had reached to the end on 20th February 2010.He had being strong during his journey.i never forget the moments we spent together,the moments how he took care of the four of us and the moments he used to share his stories when we were young.But now im feeling full of regrets that i neglected him when he was really in need.I didnt really took care of him and complain so much whenever i got the chance to visit him when he was ill.Im so sorry of being an uncaring grandchildren to him.If he can read this,i wanna take this opportunity to apologize on everything that i've done.He is my only grandpa that watched me born to this world and took care of me since i was born.He had impacted my life so much in the sense of protecting me from all the scoldings and beatings by my mom.He was like a babysitter that he babysits me all the time.Time passes so fast and now is the time for him to rest peacefully after a long journey of his life.i would say that indeed a great journey for him.As a lesson for me,appreciate and care for my loved ones when i still have the chance so that as i bid goodbye to this world one day,it will be a satisfying and with no regrets journey of my life.All the memories that he had given me will be remain in my heart till the very last breath.And i pray to the Lord for protection over his soul. i believe that eventhough he had gone,he still can read this.
A message to my one and only beloved Grandpa:
I LOVE YOU!!
You're always my strong and caring grandpa!
thanks for impacting and guiding my life!
I promise you that i'll appreciate and for everyone around me.
May You Rest in Peace!
Goodbye!

我爱你！
你总是我的强烈和关心爷爷！
感谢影响和指导我的生命！
我答应你，我会喜欢和我周围的每一个人。
愿你安息！
再见!

In Love With You piano version..

i wish i can play like them:)

the LOVE of my loved one

My memories of my childhood has recall back when i see him lying on the bed looking ill.Tears begin to flow from my eyes looking at him not able to talk,to walk and to eat properly.I feel bad that im not able to do anything for him to get out of this bad condition.He is getting older and older everytime i visit him.Whenever i see him lying on the bed looking ill it recalls me when i was young how he took care of me.When i was young,i spent most of the time with him.I remembered he always took my sis and i for evening walk and wait for my return from school by bus.i still remembered he always like to chit chat with my sis and i when we were young.He even took care of our pets(rabbits and a dog).And now all of us have grown up and he is getting older and looking more ill.I feel so touched whenever i visit him,he will recognise me.I still remember he once was a strong man with a loving heart who always carried me to everywhere and now he is so weak but i still can say that he is still being strong from the inside.Today my parents,my 2nd sister and i went back to see him as he having a high fever since yesterday.His condition now is getting more ill and seeing him breathing difficultly and giving a weak response when we talk to him.I feel really terrible seeing him in this condition.He'll be admitting to hospital soon when my aunt is back from kl.I pray hard that he will get well soon no matter what.
Although he wont be reading this but i just wanna say to him that no matter how weak is his health is now, he is still a strong,loving and caring grandpa to me.i pray that Jesus will heals him and grant him strength to go through this obstacles.