Sunday, September 20, 2009

holidays plan

Holiday had started and most of my friends came back edi.But i still couldnt get to meet them as i was not free when they were free.Holiday started and i still have to go to school for practise for farewell performance.I think this holiday i wont be able to meet up with my friends as most of them will be going back to their studies place on tuesday.sigh.
Kinda sad le couldnt hang out and chill with my old friends like we always did in the previous years.Seriously i really really do miss them eversince i came to form six.Miss my life in MC.
Well,a message to all my friends who are still in secondary school.Treasure your friends now and enjoy every little moment in school as you wont be experience again the moments in secondary school.We will meet different kind of people when we go to another season of our lives.So treasure your friends now and don't grumble in studying.As it is the best moment of life.It has less pressure and have a bunch of craziness joyous jokers and friendly people surrounds us to lighten up our daily life.
I've regretted for not treasure it nicely as now i feel i really missed out the best thing in my life which is treasure and appreciate.Not to say that my current friends in my new school not good la..but seriously i really do miss my friends who have been my friend for 5 years and some for 2 years. Thanks alot for the every moments.


Sarah and Cheryl came back edi but Sarah balik kampung edi.I really hope that i can meet up with the both of them.Cheryl will be going back to kl on saturday while sarah not sure yet.Have to pray hard so that i can meet up with them.

Really want to thank GOd for answering my prayers and thank the youth for praying for me.
Mommy finally allow me to go Cameron with the youth tomorrow.Before that i asked her twice but she didnt allow me to go.Heres a short conversation with mom.


(mom was nagging me and warning me not to curi-curi drive the car out by myself when shes away for kl on the coming tuesday or wed and then the conversation goes like this)

During lunch
me: i might be going cameron on monday la..
mom: Going with who?
me: with church friends...
mom: who allow u to go huh?nowadays always rain somemore nowadays got many cases about landslide.So u better dont go ahh!(in a fierce expression)
me:*speechless* (with the pissed off face)

At evening (raining)
me: Eh mi,i go cameron ah..
mom: you see the weather now..still want to go ah..CANNOT
me: *pissed off*

Then today during youth,we have a gathering of groups and pray for tomorrow outing.My group members prayed for me so that my mom allows me to go.Then when i got home,my mom wasnt at home then i took a short nap while waiting for her to come back.I slept till 6.40pm but she still hasnt back yet so then i called her but before that i prayed that God will change my mom decision.And heres the short conversation in the phone.

me:where are you now wor?
mom: im coming back la now.
me: eh i go cameron ah tomorow?
mom: who said u are going?i havent say anthing u already promise ppl.Always go here and there.later raining then u know.
Me: aiya can la...wont rain wan la..
Mom: when are u coming back?
Me: Tuesday afternoon.
Mom: *pause for awhile*
always like to go out...
Me: aiya ok la can la...

(hang up the phone)

so the conclusion is IM GOING TOMORROW!! YEAH!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

BAD DAY!

Really had a bad day today.I felt so frustrated with everything i do not know why.I learning to be more self control but somehow i just couldnt control my temper.I got so fed up of every little thing that does not satisfied me today.I feel guilty for ah xue as we did had some arguements just now in church after tuition.Had econs tuition today with some of the LA3 students and included ah xue.Tuition ended at 6.30 and rushed back to my house to bathe and go to church for english tuition.When i got home after econs tuition i did had little quarrel with mom.Really couldnt control myself of releasing my anger to someone.I really did feel guilty of arguing with ah xue and my mom as well.During english tuition really felt not comfortable dont know why.I feel that all these things are come from the Satan.Satan is destroying me and using me to hurt people around me.I really gotta pray hard to destroy the satan works.I must have SELF-CONTROL! Just want to say sorry to whom i've released my anger on and to ah xue and my mom.I pray that God will control me and guide to be more self control and to guard my heart.Starting now onwards i MUST CHANGE! i really dont want to live a life that full of hatred and anger.As the bible said anger is part of foolishness.I dont want to be a fool that fooled by satan.In my life,theres only one person that can control me and He is Jesus.I only want Jesus in my life.not the devil!
Today's post quite emo..so sorry..i just want to write out how i feel right now.As i hardly talk to someone about my feeling.thats all for today.
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Friday, September 4, 2009

raya cuti?

Raya cuti is just around ther corner.What i plan to do during this 'cuti raya' is to meet up my old friends.Its been like ages since the last time i've hang out with my friends.Mostly are sarah,cheryl,ee laine,kimberly,lyn,karmen,khai mei,annyan,and valarie.I miss them lots and lots...And i just receive a sms from sarah saying that she'll be coming back on 19th this month.YAHOOOOO!!!! she'll be my driver and gonna explore the whole city of ipoh..YEAHHH!!! well that if she free la.hopefully she'll free during one of her cuti raya...


since is raya im going to use some BM here:)



ini ialah VALARIE JALLEH.dia ni ialah saya punya so call best friend of mine.a sister-like friend.walaupun younger than me 2 tahun but dia ni ialah seorang yang understanding friend! SANGAT RINDU AKAN DIA.

Ini ialah Khaimei saya punya 'lai ma'(pengasuh) rightannyan(left)



INI ialah karmen(right)
Ini ialah LYN:)

Ini ialah Kimberly aka DUDU.

INi cher-yl:)
INI tauke aku SARAH!!!(left)

i shall stop here.ciaos:)
Sekian terima kasih
yang amat berbahagia,
Datin rachelkoh:)