Its has been quite a long time since i updated this blog.First of all im going to talk about exams.Pmr trials had just ended and spm trials is just a few weeks to come.NERVOUS is always in my mind.till now i still not cover all my form 4 and form5 syllabus*sigh*..well holidays had started and i must put up more gear to speed up my studies as time is limited.
Next is about 'Music of the Night' concert organized by the pspa (Perak Society of Performing Arts).The concert was awesome.At first i thought it was just as usual concert which makes people fall into dreamland.When the minute they start,it was great.Although this concert contained of 8 musician only but it sounded like a big orchestra.it was really awesome.
And the latest news is the sixth batch of national service is out.And im the lucky one who got chosen.Well,i already predicted that i got chosen but somehow i just don want to go for the camp.A lot of problems that keeps going around in my mind.worried that i'll fall sick in the camp,not use to the place and ppl there,scare of being molest and alot more.I've think of many ways to escape from ns such as asking my mom to ask for a letter from doctor saying that i couldnt go because of my skin allergic(which is true).And one night during my quiet time,God really had spoken to me saying that im selected for ns not because of anyone decisions but God.God decided to choose me for ns because He wants me to let go of something here that i've never been letting although i tried hard to let go.And the best was God told that He had something greater than whar i want will happen in the camp and it will be a surprise for me and it will brings me happiness and joy.Besides that,He also spoke to me that He wants to use me to spread the gospel.And i really being touch of wat god had spoken to me.So now i decided to obey the lord by following his will.Give thanks to the Lord for this wonderful plan that he has for me.But still i'll pray hard for getting first batch.Thats all for now.
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